In exactly 2 weeks Lily will have her surgery. We are pretty much ready at this point. We leave in about a week and a half. It's crazy to think that I'll be packing for 6 weeks away. Last time I did this Lily was 6 months old. She had her first surgery in Baltimore, where I had to be there for 6 weeks as well. I remember feeling very nervous for that trip, but mainly because I didn't know what to expect. This time, I have a good idea of what we'll be doing, where we are staying, and how things will go. However, that doesn't make it much easier. I still have to leave for way too long and live in a very different city.
I keep telling myself and all my friends that I'm doing fine. However, the truth is, that if I think about it too much - I"ll just start crying. So I'm just not letting myself do that. I know that it will be hard, but I know that we are good hands. I have to trust that we have done everything right. That's all we can do. It is what it is.
So, we take a deep breath every night and say, WE CAN DO THIS.
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